Regression

Every second of life asks me 'WHY'?
WHY I wantd all in one ?
WHY I went wrong knowing all?
WHY I asked more dn what i deserved ?
WHY we stood next to each other when neither of us  needed it?
WHY didnt we came close when both of us wanted it?
WHY dez memories are burying me deep again?
WHY r des emotions making me feel alive again?
WHY des twist n turns were once a fun game?
WHY r now dey r a debt for me?
WHY you made me a human as if its a punishment?
WHY I lost all myself against  nothing?
WHY I have des emotions to cry at?
WHY nw I have des feelings to express ?
WHY I'm writing it all so, that one single person cud see?
WHY I'm asking GOD to relief me from dis pain , do I deserve it or not, but yes dis WHY will always persist  within me :I